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Are we wear mask?

Thursday 26 July 2018 @ 12:06 am | 0 Comment [s]


Recently, instagram just introduce us with new feature, something like "ask.fm" which you pin that thing on your insta story then people will ask you lah. So insta-story was full with this new feature right now. So, as a citizen that never want to left behind, i'm doing mine also Hahaha So this was my second time using this feature - to know how someone see me. I told them to describe me in 3 words - which i was asked before during my mock interview (Form 5). I take this question seriously, but out of 346 peoples who see my story, just a few of them who response, in exact not more than 20 :') What i expect, i'm not artist btw Haha So i'm truely thank to people who spend their time to describe me. May Allah grant all your wishes.
      So, what i am going to say in this post is exactly, PEOPLE SEE ME DIFFERENTLY BASED ON PLACE THEY KNOW ME. Hahaha. I mean people who know me at MRSM, mostly describe as "BISING" while my friends at IPG describe me as "MUDAH TERHIBUR". So i wonder, if my St. Patrick's friends describe me :\ Hahaha will surely not even closed to "mudah terhibur" and "bising". I'm 100% bet on it. And i'm touched when there's one of my friend from UITM Shah Alam spent her time on describing me. I mean we're not even say "Hi" on this past few years but she make her time! I'm so much appreciate. She describe me as "Sopan" (since i'm not that closed with them cause it just 3 months there) >.<
       During my primary school years, i was known as "suara-emas" since i was a person who not easily to close with. Not much talks. I'm a boring person to be with, to be exact. But everything changed when i enter MRSM. and that's how you can see me now. BUT, as i ask, "DO WE WEAR MASK?" i mean, based on people we interact with? How much you agree with me? o/ As you know me as now, but there's some people who see me differently from others. Cause i know, we all decide to be different based on people who interact with us, right? Even with ourself, we show the different of us, right? I'm not the only one who feel this way, right? 

p/s : To all my insta followers who decide to know what the panel said to me as he describe me, it was Happy-go-lucky. Am i that happy-go-lucky person? That panel just know me on that moment i enter the room and he said that i am a happy-go-lucky person? Just on the first sight i mean? Am i that happy-go-lucky person? o.O

First post on 2018. so Hi, 2018!

Wednesday 25 July 2018 @ 10:44 pm | 0 Comment [s]

Hi people, 안녕 요러본. I'm back.

I guess this mean time, with a new me. A lot of changes, as i through my old-self through my writing -  i know how much things changed, i know how long journey i took, how much pain i bear, how much i survived to where i belong right now. Past is past, people said. But it doesn't mean you forget it completely, right? Because i still throwback it with myself, sometimes. As i'm doing nothing at home right now, i was throwback the past myself, either i want to or not. I feel annoyed with myself cause  even the smallest things pop up in mind this lately. Am i that lonely now that i keep throwback-ing things? T____T




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Motivation

I may be hurting today
But i know that Allah
Has planned something better
And bigger for me
And i trust in His plans.

I may be hurting today
But Allah has kept happiness
In store for me
If not in this world then in the hereafter
And i trust in His promises.

I may be hurting today
But i know that Allah is testing me
Because He sends hardships
To people He loves the most.
And i trust in His love.

I may be hurting today
But after every hardship comes ease.
And i am waiting for my right time.
Because i trust in His mercy.